Abnormal – Lyrics Meaning in English – Kaka

Singer: Kaka
Music: Kaka
Lyrics: Kaka

Jahan Bharosa Uthne lagta hai
Jahan Bharosa Uthne lagta hai
Wahan Dam bhi ghutne lagata hai

Where trust begins to wane
Where trust begins to wane
It begins to suffocated there

Bahot Bharosa hai na tumhe apne Rab pe
Tumhe lagta hai Duwayen kubool hoti hai
Bahot Bharosa hai na tumhe apne Rab pe
Tumhe lagta hai Duwayen kubool hoti hai

You’ve a lot faith in your god
You think prayers are been answered
You’ve a lot faith in your god
You think prayers are been answered

To Dua Karo Ke abaad rahu mai
Tumhe Pata Chalega ki Duwayen Fizool hot hai

Then pray that I shall remain happy and prosperous
You’ll get to know that prayers are useless

Tu hain Ta kyu Hai
Tu nahi hai Ta kyu nahi hai
Log kehnde tu sabkucch hai
Mainu Pata hai tu tu nahi hai

If you are then why you are
If you’re not then why you’re not
People say you’re everything
I know you’re not you

Mujhe Aise hi Rehne de tu
Itne Sawaal Na puccha Kar
Main thik Nahi hu Besahak
Tu meara haal Na Puccha kar

Let me stay as I am
Don’t ask so many questions
Of course, I’m not fine
Don’t ask about my condition

Koi Apne Jaisa Massom Aur Nadaan Dhoond lo
Main Insan nahi hu Jao Insan dhoond lo
Mian Wo shisha jo mahez tere dekhne se toot gaya
Tum Apne PAnkh Bachaao Jao Asman Dhoond Lo

Find some innocent and senseless like you
I’m not a human being, go find a human being
I’m that mirror which broke with just your look
You save your wings, go find the sky

Mere Har Taraf Kyu hai Mayoosi
Main Khud hi Koi Vinash hu kya
Mere Ird Gird Sb Ro Kyu Rahe hai
Main koi Lash hun Kya

Why is there despair all around me
Am I a self-destroyer
Why is everyone crying around me
Am I a corpse

Maseeha Bante Bante Tera Gunahgar Ban Gaya
Ab tu aisa kar mujhe shabasi dekar Maar de
Tere Ansuwon ko jamakar Khanjar ek banale tu
Us khanjar ko ahista se mere dil me utare

While becoming a messiah, I’ve become your culprit
Now, you do one thing, praise and kill me
Freezing your tears make a dagger
Slowly pierce that dagger into my heart

Main Fakeer Vi aa Main Badmash vi aa
Main Saad vi aa main ayyash vi aa 

I’m a beggar and a scoundrel, both
I’m a hermit and a debaucher, both

Mere dilch kalluni husna di
Main khud vi apna nash vi aa
Main luccha succha Jhutta sachha
Main manto jaohn Main pash vi aa

In my heart is lust for beauty
I’m a self- destructor
I’m rascal, pure, liar, truthful
I’m Manto, John and Pash as well 

Maut meri Hone ko hai
Sath mere Maroge kya
Mere Hasne pe ro pade ho
Mian roya to karoge kya

Death is about to become mine
Will you die with me
When I laughed you started crying
If I’ll cry what will you do

Likhan to phla sochhan wala
Haal bura lagda hai
Aaj Kal menu har eki hi
Sawal bura lagda hai

Before writing, the stage of thinking
Feels bad
Now-a-days, to me, every
Question seems bad

Bs isiliye main haq kisida rakh nahi sakta
Kyuki mainu mere kol begonna maal bura lagda hai
Kucch ta change lage kake kucch to change dekh
Khidki kiwe banawa maine patal bura lagda hai

That’s the reason why I can’t keep anyone’s right 
Because when I have strangers’ property with me, I feel bad
That you like something, Kaka, search for something good
How may I make a window, I don’t like hell

Na Mkke ten a kashi te
Fir dil rukiya ayyashi te
Waqt ta Suraj Tal jande ne
Fal sabra de Gal Jande ne

Neither on wheat or in kashi
My heart stayed again on debauchery
Time and the sun slip away
Fruit of patience rots

Behtar hai kachche hi khalo
Khli Ted da Jal jande ni

Its better to eat raw
Empty stomach burns 

Zada sochna thik ni hunda
Zada sochna thik ni hunda
Ayeva ta kam Tal jannde ne
Karne wala kam karn hi lenda hai

Over thinking is not good
Over thinking is not good
Like this the work get postpone
The one who wills to do, definitely does the work

Ma bin bhi kayi pal  jande ni
Kakke tu intezaar kari na
Ka foos de sukkhan da
Balan chahe howan Gille
Koshish karan te balh janede ni

Children grow up even without mother
Kaka do not wait
For the grass and haystack to dry
Even if the fire wood is wet
It gets burn if tried

Samjh ni Aundi manu Talash ki di aa
Ki Samjh ni Aundi manu Talash ki di aa
Mere dil vich payi hai ye lash ki di hai

I don’t understand, what I’m looking for
I don’t understand, what I’m looking for
It’s lying inside my heart, this corpse belongs to who

Bhai kamal kariya usene
Hu ba hu pechan layi
Ikko geet sunke
Meri rooh pechan layi

She did wonders
She recognised exactly
Listening a song
She recognized my soul

Afsos hai mujhe bs isi baat ka
Ki use nahi hai kisi baat ka

I regret for only this thing
That she regrets nothing

Kamle pagal chhalle sidhre
Dar jande ni kade kade
Poore hoon to phla supne
Mar jande ni kade kade

Mad, crazy, Insane, demented
Gets scared sometime
Before getting fulfilled, dreams
Scatter sometimes

Maine pata hai tanu badchalan da khitab miliya ae
Tenu aarzi pyaar vi be hisab miliya hai
Sadiya to tennu udeek raha main
Mere kabba te vich bi tera khaab miliya ae

I know that you’ve entitled characterless
You’ve even got a lot of temporary love
For years I’ve been waiting for you
Even in dreams I’ve got your dream

Maine apne warga karle ja mer wargi hoja tu
Tennu sutti payi na dekhna main
Meri godh vich sr rakh ke soja tu

Make me like you or become like me
I wanna watch you sleeping
Sleep with your head on my lap

Bas hor na soch mainu eek ijazat de
Mai tp mohabbat le mainenu ibadat de
Chad kahde teri adat te
Mainu jaan na de maine lipat ke ro
Mere naal ta khud vi pagal ho

Don’t think anything else, give me permission
Take love from me and give me devotion
Leaving the addiction of your habit
Don’t let me leave, wrap around me and cry
With me, you also become crazy

Chal loka di nigah to door chaliye
Appa is jagah to doo chali
Tu gussa na kari a tere warga hai
Ayenu manzoor kar
Manu raahvich gulab miliya ae

Let’s go far from people’s sight
Let’s go far from this place
Don’t get upset it’s like you
Convince him
I’ve found a rose on my way

Maine pata hai tennu badchalan da khitab miliye aa
Tennu aarzi pyaar vi behissab miliya ae

I know that you’ve entitled characterless
You’ve even got a lot of temporary love

Yun udaas na hua karo
Muskurate raha karo
Meri tadap ka mat socho
Mujhe thukrate raha karo

Don’t be sad
Keep smiling
Don’t think about my yearning
Keep rejecting me

Ji Main ek gall dassan mera yakeen karengi tu ?
Mainnu Lagda hai meri zindigi haseen karengi tu
Meriyan khamiyan nu pyaar kar meri nakamiyan nu pyaar kar
Main taras raha hu tere liye meri na gumnamiya nu pyaar kar

If I’ll tell you something, will you believe me?
I think you’ll make my life happy and prosperous
Love my flaws, love my failure
I keep yearning for you, love my anonymity

Teri masoomiyat yaad hai tera rutbna nahi
Pehle sau baar socha fir ek martaba nahi
Tu mere dil vich dafan howayi
Main khud ek kabristan hoya

I remember your innocence not your status
At first, I thought hundred times, then not even once
You were buried in my heart
I, myself became a graveyard

Main baitha yahi soch riha
Ki nafa ti ki nuksan hoya
Minu tu padiya menu tu smjhi
Tere mere te ehsaan hoya

I’m sitting and thinking this
That what I’ve gained and lost 
You read me, understood me
It’s you favour on me

Jab smjh aayi ki tennu kho baitha
Main mere te hairaan hoya
Ki tenu bicchdan da maine dukh vi hai
Par yakeen kari menu khushi bhi hai

When I learned I’ve lost you
I was surprised at myself
I’m sad to be segregated from you
But trust me I’m also happy 

Tennu chddan da minu cha chdiye aye
Tetho chhudke main pareshan hoya
Tu mere dil wich dafan hoyi
Ki main khud ek kabristan hoya

I was excited to be separated from you
But I’m sad after getting separated from you
You were buried in my heart
I, myself became a graveyard

Unj hora de main dil padta
Par khud ni kadde ni padh paya
Main uljhan aisi ban gaya ke
Fer kisine nu samjh aaya

Well, I can read others heart
But could never interpret myself
I’ve become such a confusion/mess
That no one could understand

Ek kise da koi dosh nahi
Par main bhi koi gunehgaar nahi
A duniya poori meri hai
Aur main koi duniyadaar nahi

It’s no one’s fault
But even I’m not a culprit
This whole world is mine
But I’m not a worldly person

Sach dassa da kade kade
Mere geet menu bure lagde ni
A dil thagdeya de lokka da
Log aa gal naal lagde ae

If I truly say sometimes
I don’t like my own songs
They steal hearts of people
And people come and hug me

Wo log aunde ni khud chalke
Ehsan ni koi karna chaunde ni
O mere layi meri garden wich
Koi sidar taar na chaunde ni

They themselves walk to me
Wanna do a favour on me
They, for me, around my neck
Wanna put a chain

Ek kalakari badi saukkhi hai
Duniya dari aukhi hai
Na mau adi smjh aundi
Na pehla di kadi aayi hai
bas aise karke meri mere gitta naal ladayi hai

Being an artist is easy
Worldliness is difficult
Neither will I understand it
Nor have I ever understood this before
That’s why there’s a fight between me and my songs

Tera khat padhta hum agar koi jawab nah deta mai
Tujhe meri mohabbat ka khitab nahi detta main
Soniye ankkha soniye boll zulfan jism jawani
Shareya main kalla luccha, duniya gupt diwani  

I read your letters but don’t reply them
I didn’t give you the title of my love
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lips, hair, body, youth
Openly I’m a rascal, world secretly is lover

Naa kisi ke jiasa hu
Na koi mere jhaisa hai
Ma ach*ye duniya dari
Sabse upar paisa hai

Neither I’m like someone
Nor anyone is like me
The whole world is a f**ker
Money is at top of everything

Ek kayamat ke samne
Hosla kake buland aa gay ahu main     
Mere ird gird ghoomne lagi hai saj sawar kar
Shayd maut ko pasand aa gay hu main

In front of an apocalypse
I’ve come with my courage high
Has started moving around me, getting dolled up
Maybe, death has started liking me

Aur ye ek mar chuke insan ko zind karenge
Mujhe tere sawal Sharminda karenge

And they will reborn a dead person
Your questions will embarrass me

Main abaad nahi hona chahta
Main abaad nahi hona chahta
Mujhe saher dar shaher barbad karde
Pyaar ka pinjra Tod de yaara
Mere dil ka parida azazad karde 

I don’t want to settle
I don’t want to settle
Destroy me city by city
Break the cage of love, my friend
Free the bird of my heart

Mian kaid me aur nahi reh sakta
Koi aur hi saza suna de tu
Koi aur insan ban kar mille
Koi nayi kahani banade tu

I can no longer stay in prison
Give me some other punishment
Becoming some other person we shall met
Make some new story

Mere dimag ki nas nas thak gayi hai
Bas ab faisla na mere khilaf karna
Tere dil ke sath na insafi hai
Meri fitrat ke sath insaaf karna

Every vein of my brain has got tired
Now, just don’t give a verdict against me
Its injustice with your heart
To do justice to my nature

Main ek jagah nahi reh sakta
Mujhe maaf karna
Mujhe maaf karna

I can’t stay at one place
Please forgive me
Please forgive me

Galat waqt par pathar fek gaye ho dil ki jheel me
Dil me keel lagi to lagi yaar zaher lag tha keel me
Kisi ne sukoon chheena kisi ne junoon
Kisi ke hath main laga kisi ke mere khoon

At wrong time, you’ve thrown stone in hearts lake
It’s fine that my heart was pierced with nail, but the nail was poisoned, my friend
Someone stole my peace, someone passion
Some got me, some my blood 

Kidhar gaya mere dil se tere khayal
Yahi kahi hona chahiye tha
Tum mujhme kya dhoond rahi ho
Main wo hu jo nahi hiona chahiye tha

Where did your memories go from my heart
It should be here, nearby
What are you finding in me
I’m the one which I should not be

Ikko sawal hai mera
Ikko sawal thik hai
Mera tu pucch na
Tera haal thik hai ..

I’ve only one question
One question is fine
Don’t ask about me
Are you fine…